Don't think anyone gonna read this but whatever. Haven't been doing much between now and then. I've just been sitting around doing nothing for the last few months. Still as unmotivated to do anything as before (probably worse). I looked into old stuff I made. I didn't have talent but I had motivation. I somewhat envy and hate my old self. I have over 7000 messages to check. Most people I follow left or made new accounts and I have 16 more watchers than I remember and 3 are banned.